hello, lovely

i don’t know what i want to do. everything seems to be in a state of unrest. my apartment is a mess, and i need to clean it. i need to do laundry, and load the dishwasher, and hang up my clean clothes, and change the sheets, and vacuum, and sweep and mop and just do all the housekeeping stuff that people normally do but i can’t muster up the enthusiasm for. except - when i’m nowhere near it.

i sat and did nothing all weekend, except for the 45 min-1 hr i was out of the house to grocery shop. i started cleaning the bathroom. i organized the piles of laundry, but i haven’t done anything about it. when i’m at home, i want to surround myself with yarn and knitting needles and the lovelieness is netflix. i want joe to be here, and i want to cuddle and do nothing…even though i know when he’s here, all we do is run around.

i don’t know what i want to do right now, but i know i want/have to do something.

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